Awake

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Under the surface I am alone. I am alone. I can't seem to help myself or anybody else. I just want to disappear until conscience is clear.

Back in my youth I lost the way, now I'm trying to retrace the footsteps I made right before I strayed.
Maybe it's worth it how far I strayed. Maybe I'll find the answers along the way that I came.

I haven't seen the light in days. It's blinding me, at least I know I'm awake. It won't be long until I find a way. I'll find a way.

Under the surface I am alive. I am alive. I've made mistakes that I can't change, but I've got more heart. I've got more strength. Now I'm awake. Not afraid to trust in myself.

I feel it growing. I know you'll feel it too.

I'm sick of second guessing over and over. I need to learn to trust myself.

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from Awake, released February 23, 2015

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San Fernando Valley Pop Punk/Post Hardcore or whatever you'd like to call us.

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